I’ve been feeling more than a little jittery lately.
And, no, it’s not from heavy amounts of caffeine, although I’m weaning off of it again after a bad spurt over the winter of needing it in high amounts.
No, these jitters are nerves for writing.
See, I’m in-between projects right now. I’ve got “Homebody” which I’m still tweaking, even though I’m sending it out to agents. And, I’ve got “Reprisal” (the new name for “Cora’s Song”) which I’m contemplating all the changes that need to be made to make it publishable. (Not that it’s not now, it’s just gotten a little lengthy, and needs a bit of trimming and consolidating and poking to make sure I’ve got all the holes in the plot tied together well.) And, I’ve got one more project ready for editing… and two I’d like to be writing.
But, I’m trying to prioritize, and actually get things ready to go rather than writing, writing, writing and never editing, editing, editing.
Hence, the jitters. With the fact that I’m feeling just a little closer to my publishing dreams right now, it’s making me twist into a little ball of nerves.
Which does nothing for any other aspect of my life except make me antsy. I mean, surely, the kids can deal without mommy for a while during the day, right? (Not that they do–it just leaves me feeling that way sometimes.) Surely, TMOTH can understand that I’ve got to get work done (Yeah, not so much.) And the dog… well, the dog and I go on lots of walks these days which is starting to give me time to think about all the changes to be done to “Reprisal”. After too many walks where I’m chasing the kids or hollering to my 3yo to hurry up, these near-silent walks with the dog are ones where I’m having to retrain my brain to think about my plots again.
Anyway, maybe, along with fewer amounts of caffeine, I’ll be easing the jitters soon.
And, in the meantime, you can check out and see whether my entry over at Miss Snark’s First Victim made the agent’s cut this month. “Homebody” was entry #1 last week over there, and today, I’ll find out whether I won or not.